Where did me best friend go? Someone tell me cause mine is gone threw lies, lack of trust and dumb ass argument and sneakiness it's was both of us going back in forth. We put in to many years for this not to feel the same it's so many question in answer I wanna know and I know you feel the same so why we just go for it in ask away being friend with you is gonna feel so strange but it's a strangeness I'm willing to take. Everything happens for a reason. People change so you learn to let go. Things go wrong so you appreciate when things happen to go right. You hear lies to learn to trust yourself"

Life In Love It's A ......

I was told that thing in life aren't what you expect them to be, You can plan for your hole life in not even know where your going if you don't stay on that path. Have a five year plan in sick with it believe me I've seen it happened to a lot of people not yet myself but I'm getting there in it feel good knowing what you want to do in you're doing it. Take it one at a time don't rush It'll come to you just believe in have faith (sound like someone that inspire me) wow that's my next tattoo lol. You also need true positive people around you in a few friends that's gonna always be there to tell you when your wrong, right, I feel like i lost a good friend in my life cause I wasn't that much of a true friend to him and now I see that cause it came back around on me. One thing I did learn is that always have respect for one another never tell light lies and be there even if he or she don't feel like you should in they can handle it themselves. It good for y'all to cry laugh joke in smile together it's a bound that everybody deserve to have cause not having that in being lonely is a wreck, All it does is have you thinking in hoping in wishing. Well for me I'm done with the couple thing for now not forever just at this moment cause the person I want doesn't want the same hey let em be I guess. If love is meant to be then we'll get it together.

In Need Of A Cell Phone Also Did A Good Deed

Hey I haven't been here in a good while. I was getting up to go to this teacher's workshop at my daugther's school but was debating on wheather I should go or not cause sky was actin up at home, so me my little sister and skyla went downtown to target I only had a two hour to BS then had to be back home at 2pm so my moms can go to work cause I used her metro card. Okay we got what we needed to get and broke out at 1:35pm in i was like oh shit but i was cool. We got back to the house at 2:00 and skyla had jus pissed me off about somthing she had wanted in kept on begging me so I jus blocked her out. I had to go pay a bill using a debit card then take it to my moms job out in flatbush on the 3 train. Me my moms , sister and skyla left at the same time but went different ways we hoped on the bus and moms got on the train cause she was pissed about what had jus happend in the house. Okay bill paid sister went to work in sky in me got on the train to meet moms at work, we reached our destination looking for moms job waiting for like 20 mins cause got there before her , I finally seen her walk into the building she worked cause we was standing in front of the wrong building but she's so fast I could not catch her in everybody I ask if they seen her walk in they said No and I know I wasn't tripping cause I jus seen her. So me and sky use this random guy's phone who was on duty at cleaning the front of the building too call home and found out if I had the right address, okay now no one knows the correct address in me in sky walking around in the cold looking for moms. We started to play the guessing game yeah ya'll know what guess game I'm talking about, Okay started ringing all this different bell until i heard my moms voice "YES" finally got into the building the bell was C8 some guy came out who she work with in I ask him if My moms was there he said no no one by that name is here and I was like damn I just heard her voice. Damn this shit is crazy skyla in I is freezing our ass off looking for this lady. I found a pay phone to make some more calls when I came out the store she was standing there with this guy the same one who I ask if she was there with him working. I gave her what ever I had to give then went food shopping with her in him, I picked up a few things for sky & nini it was two packs of cookies, lunchables, and frozen waffles Then went on home. ( THIS IS CALLED CELL PHONE IN NEED FOR REAL)
On the 3 train there was this white little girl who came over to me and sky in was all in my bags i mean she was inthe bag looking touchin the whole nine and I'm like WTF. There was three high school girl there two siting across from and one siting next to sky the white went over to the two girls leaning in jumping on them asking for some chicken nuggets in fries I mean itwas funny cause was all over the place asking for some food from us, then this lady pulled out an apple this little girl ran to the apple like if it was a million dollars she ate that apple no lie in 3.5 seconds then the lady who gave the apple said that they was homless and that explains why she was acking like that. I then was feeling bad for laughing so i knew that her and the mother needed food more the me and sky did so I gave her the two boxes of cokkies and lunchable but kept the waffles cause they had no way to heat them. Sky was shocked that I had given away half he stuff but i had to explain to her that they was homeless and needed food to eat she was sad for a few second but had gotting over it in understood what I was telling her, the train reach our stop in the homeless little girl said to me wait let me give your daughter somthing she went in the bag of food I had given them and pulled out one of the lunchable in gave it to skyla OMG I didn't know how to feel or know what to say but I said aaaaaawwwwww thing you. Everybody on the train saw what was happening in it made them happy, if I needed that food to be honest I would not have given it but they needed it more then we did.

Promise

I didn't see it slipping threw my fingers and didn't see it comming the way it did. It hurt but I gotta move on in take a break till the time is right for me to love you the way you're suppose to be loved. But I promise to hold on to you next time if there is a next time in I don't make promises I can't keep so you know I'm for real. I'll promise you this I'll be the bestfriend i can be to you.

S.A.H

I can't live without her she's my smile when I'm down, my love when I'm lonely, my laugh when i cry, my heat when I'm cold, my words when I talk, my shadow when i walk. She's my sun ans I'm her moon she watch me at day I watch her at night we are day & night, I'm the star she's the sky literally SKY b.k.a Sylight, Skillit or as everybody know her as SKYLA

A Friend In Need

I got a call at 6:00 this morning and it was a friend of mine who on the other end was sounding very worried becuase her son had this a bad cough in he could not hardly talkin in she ask me what i think she should do? I saked her some simple question like is he running a fever, is he hurting anywhere on his body she no none of them things she then ask if she can over in get some medicine for him to see what it does for him, I told her better yet I'll buy you some medicine for him but for now just relax in corfort him as much as you can. I know if that was me i would want to hear thoses word from a good friend of mine if it was my child. Okay than my day started at 7:10 this morning got the girls up for school out on time with no problem. I headed to rite aid for the medicine I grabbed what I needed for my frined son and grabbed some things for me. Okay while at the counter the clerk ask me if I had ID for the Tylenol I was buying in I said for what? She said because of the ingredients it has in it. Damn $30 dollar for three boxes of medicine that's alot but if I have it my friends have and it's worth it, I goto her house in her son was smileing at me cause he knew I was bringing some medicine to make him feel better. His mother thanks me so much for being there for her she never had that before from a friend and it made me feel good knowing that I can help. THANK YOU